The Kid

the night before christmas something happened to me. I don't know if that has significance to me as a person. For almost nineteen years of my life, I never experience to ride on a merry-go-round showcesed in the carnivals and amusement parks. And that nineteen years, I missed my childhood memories for i never enjoyed such ride when i was a kid. I can't believe I waited 19 years of my life just to ride that thing. I was hesitant at first. all the kids are on their way to ride. i was there too. the ride was fun. i never imagined it could be as enjoyable as watching my favorite movies or even more. Riding that thing made me realize that kids would always be kids. That 15 minute ride made me realized many things about life. Sometimes, we have to think that we're still kids to forget our problems or we have to fool ourselves and pretend that we're okay when in fact were deeply troubled inside. Sometimes we want to resign being a teenager and be a kid again. for you will not worry of problems in life. All you have to do is to think that candies and chocolates are the only thing that could make the world go round. You don't have to worry on brain cracking homeworks and the like. You just have to be yourself and enjoy life to the fullest.

Most of the time, i wonder, I want to be a kid again.