thank God for a new day

kahit hindi ako ganoon ka sersyoso in religion classes, but strong ang faith ko sa kanya. there were times that I want to question and complain to him why do I have to experience pain. why me of all people. All these questions bothered me everytime i'm in the lowest point of my life.there were times that i thought of committing suicide just to solve all my problems. But i was wrong, I realize that EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON and EVERYTHING HAS ITS OWN PURPOSE.

I thank all the people who offended me and hurt me badly. I thank them for opening my eyes that after grieving life has to go on and move on. I thank them for giving me pain that lead me to revenge, and that revenge is success in my academic life. I thank them for breaking my heart into pieces, with it i'm getting numb. I thank them for the moments that they shared with me, the moments which seemed to be all hypocrisies. I thank them for that, cause if they did'nt, i wont be meticulous in choosing friends. I won't.

Life is not about being the best, but its about bringing out the best in you. I felt insecure when i don't have things that other people have. I pity myself for such unimportant material thing in life. Everytime I experienced these kind of feelings, I feel i 'm the most unfortuunate creature on earth. AGAIN, THE MOST UNFORTUNATE CREATURE ON EARTH. I tried to fight back the tears. I tried to live my life the best way as I could. Although most of the time I pity myself, I still stand up straight with poise telling everybody that I am what I am.

I don't care if my friends are not campus figures, popular, fashionista, or whatever its called [ social climber?] Because they are true. and I would always find a friend in them. They made me think that if we hold on together, we can make this earth a better world to live in. [ song background, hawak kamay by yeng constantino... hawak kamay...]

Thank you Lord God for giving me my best buddies, Mhadol and my besy Honey Mae