The Kid

the night before christmas something happened to me. I don't know if that has significance to me as a person. For almost nineteen years of my life, I never experience to ride on a merry-go-round showcesed in the carnivals and amusement parks. And that nineteen years, I missed my childhood memories for i never enjoyed such ride when i was a kid. I can't believe I waited 19 years of my life just to ride that thing. I was hesitant at first. all the kids are on their way to ride. i was there too. the ride was fun. i never imagined it could be as enjoyable as watching my favorite movies or even more. Riding that thing made me realize that kids would always be kids. That 15 minute ride made me realized many things about life. Sometimes, we have to think that we're still kids to forget our problems or we have to fool ourselves and pretend that we're okay when in fact were deeply troubled inside. Sometimes we want to resign being a teenager and be a kid again. for you will not worry of problems in life. All you have to do is to think that candies and chocolates are the only thing that could make the world go round. You don't have to worry on brain cracking homeworks and the like. You just have to be yourself and enjoy life to the fullest.

Most of the time, i wonder, I want to be a kid again.

The Korean Idols

things yet to come

new chapter of rizal

my dream that one day......

saying goodbye to 2006, and saying hello to 2007!

bukas na walang hanggang, ikaw ang lahat sa akin.

will i forget you? how can i control my heart if it still beats for you?
and if now is not the time to love, will it be on a vague tommorrow?
or forever in be my love on my dreams?

Did i regret the things that happened in my life? of course not. I wouldn't be who i am today if i regret those moments when people hurt me badly.

I don't feel the spirit of christmas. Another year will end, and a new one will start. Looking back on the past year, i have learned so many things in life. All of those experiences taught me lessons that made me more meticulous and careful.

thank God for a new day

kahit hindi ako ganoon ka sersyoso in religion classes, but strong ang faith ko sa kanya. there were times that I want to question and complain to him why do I have to experience pain. why me of all people. All these questions bothered me everytime i'm in the lowest point of my life.there were times that i thought of committing suicide just to solve all my problems. But i was wrong, I realize that EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON and EVERYTHING HAS ITS OWN PURPOSE.

I thank all the people who offended me and hurt me badly. I thank them for opening my eyes that after grieving life has to go on and move on. I thank them for giving me pain that lead me to revenge, and that revenge is success in my academic life. I thank them for breaking my heart into pieces, with it i'm getting numb. I thank them for the moments that they shared with me, the moments which seemed to be all hypocrisies. I thank them for that, cause if they did'nt, i wont be meticulous in choosing friends. I won't.

Life is not about being the best, but its about bringing out the best in you. I felt insecure when i don't have things that other people have. I pity myself for such unimportant material thing in life. Everytime I experienced these kind of feelings, I feel i 'm the most unfortuunate creature on earth. AGAIN, THE MOST UNFORTUNATE CREATURE ON EARTH. I tried to fight back the tears. I tried to live my life the best way as I could. Although most of the time I pity myself, I still stand up straight with poise telling everybody that I am what I am.

I don't care if my friends are not campus figures, popular, fashionista, or whatever its called [ social climber?] Because they are true. and I would always find a friend in them. They made me think that if we hold on together, we can make this earth a better world to live in. [ song background, hawak kamay by yeng constantino... hawak kamay...]

Thank you Lord God for giving me my best buddies, Mhadol and my besy Honey Mae

If Love were Easy, Life would be too Simple

I strongly believe in fate. Each individual is born to be destined for somebody. But to start it up, we have to move to make these fate and destiny into reality. Yes, this may sound ridiculous, but fate and destiny are temporary illusions, and its our choice to make these into a permanent reality. Fate will lead us to the real happiness, happiness which we can equate to success and fullfilment of our goals in life. Destiny is undefinable if we do not know how to love, may it be parents, office mates, class mates, friends, and most of the time to the opposite sex. LOVE, DESTINY and FATE comes together in one way or the other. When we love, love as if there's no tomorrow> Love unconditionally, don't expect anything in return.
Love with all your heart. Forget the people around you. Be blind yet passionate. for its the key to your destiny..
Live, Love and Fulfill your destiny..