While i still have dignity left for myself, i have to forget all these things that i have in mind. I have to forget his laughs, his jokes and boring moments with him. I have to forget his image, his visage and his physionomy. I just have to.
He came into my life just after a heartbreak. The events were so fast that i forgot that i was still in the stage of healing and recovering. I did not noticed that i'm already learning to like him. And it was not my intention to like him. It was by accident that i felt something for her. I thought about him every now and then. I became so freak and tried to avoid falling for him. I was so blind for the past months trying to forget him.
It's been a year, and finally i let go of him. He was just a memory. He was just an instrument to make me realize that life is not about holding on all the time, sometimes, we have to give up and forget. Forget the things that will never happen. Forget, that i have to be loved, cause i was born to be alone.. by all means alone.
