Reveal

My dearest Joey,

One day, I will disappear completely. The letters will mean nothing. The world will get tired of me. You will get tired of me. I will get tired of myself. And I, I will never get tired of you. For you, there will be no endings. I will say your name over and over like a refrain, like a prayer to no one. That I’ll be a flower the one you’ll never pick, I’m will endure the breathless waiting till boundaries disappear.

With nothing to do, I make new constellations. Images of you as I remember--dancing, sitting, walking. There are stars from a different view but still, I see nothing but you. Bloooming like a flower, swaying like a leaf. I once watched you sleep beside me. It was dark and that darkness is deeper now. Tonight in my dreams I will see you.I need you. I can feel right here beside me.Only to know that you're mine.Like a kite, I’ve given myself up to the wind, and make friends with the sun. Confused with the birds with strange and distant voyages. But it is you that ties that thread and holds me down. Like a kite, I will forever hold your hand and with the burning longing in your hands, I surrender

I will never get tired of you. For you, there will be no endings. I will say your name over and over like a refrain, a prayer to no one. I know I will never get far, and there’s no need for my return. Only travellers leave, I've never been a traveller, for I have never left, I'm lost simply, willing to be in a place tha I’ve never been. And will never be, of all destinations. I longed to be lost in the fields of gray hair. Lost upon your touch, cause you’re already mine. You are my will live. My life started when I loved you and that’s how I want it to end

Yours forever,

Dice