Monday, July 03, 2006

Love Potion

A magic just filled the air unconsciously as I let each day passed. Yes, I tried my best to regain my identity eventhough I know for fact that it will hurt many people. While I was on the process of rediscovering myself I didn’t notice the people around me. I was surrounded with selfishness and greed and my natural milieu then was the dark side of life. I keep on moving on to a place where I want to test the limit of my soul. There was a point along my journey when I was about to give up with all the things I want to achieve. I was totally hopeless that I just want to be alone and enjoy the company of my spirit and mind, which goes along with my heart. That was the time when I forgot that God is still there waiting for me. I’m not religious in the first place. But there’s something within me that I can’t just ignore. And finally at this very moment I realize how great God is, how did He show me that life is still wonderful.
How did I know that was magic?

The moment I touch his shoulders trying to feel at the very buttom of my self his scent and the longing to hug him so tight, I didnt realize that I have found the answers Ive been asking since I know him. I still love him more that anybody else in this world. No matter how I deny that I Have given up, But myself keeps on telling me that I cannot hide, I can only run. And running away isnt a good way of testing your emotions. I tried to let go, but I was such a fool letting him go out of my life. Why will I take my happiness away from me? Why do I have to make things complicated when I can make it easy and simple?

I want to spread my wings up high and tell the entire world that I still love him. Yes.. Sarang Hejo, Joey.
Why cant you see it..

One day I just smell that the scent was magic>> yes a mgic of love

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